Now these thoughts are haunting me
Of how complete I used to be
And in these times that we’re apart
I’ll hear this song that breaks my heart
And think of you
And I think of you
of course I do
And I can’t change the day I found you
incredibly powerful to actually watch him run – I underestimated the triggering power that has
I ran, I found a good life, but I still feel, especially when I’m resting, like tonite – and am curious when I’ll find out why
When It Rains
by Brad Mehldau
rain is still powerful calming – and overwhelmingly disturbing still
I asked myself for peace
Future Islands – „A Dream Of You And Me“
and found a piece of me staring at the sea
Alone Again Or
tonite my dear
Another one of these Saturday nights when so many timelines seem to cross – I wonder what you chose to do tonite my dear – I found Carlos on IG but no sign of you, I finished Matrjoschka on Netflix and shed a tear by seeing us. Over Calexico I found this feminine Zorro Cowboy here, The Damned. And I met online a Goddess-like woman in Cairo, she is the perfect opposing match. The meaning of her name is The Goddess of Immortality. Then yesterday I met this nicer version of you, also online, but closer, originally from London, she’s a drummer and a very active runner too – but she cancelled our connection today over the child issue. Again wondered what the message of these two deaths of yours is – and noted a few more questions. It’s Sunday by now here, my dear.
later that same night
Stephen Elliott
Stephen, hope you don’t mind me posting this here. Discovered your IG profile today by chance. Feel related and love your work.
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feel roos
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